Falling
Im falling apart
crashing into the darkness
slowly burning alive
Im done talking
Im sick of telling my story
to people who dont care
Im pulling people down
forcing them to drown
in the disappointment
I always seem to bring

26 and 17
Baby take my pain away
leave me with no clouds of gray
hold me close night and day
warm me as we lay
my heart wont fray

Honey I love you so much
Im always longing for your touch
I care for you much

sweety lets both run away
stay together till we're old and gray
kiss me all night and day
together we can both lay
our love wont fray

love, you mean so very much
I love it when we touch
you really amaze me much

Controlling
I hate the law
its full of faults
close minded people
small pathetic minds
in charge of our life
wither we agree or not
they make stupid rules
they warp my life and words
they try to control me
but they cant stop me
from taking my own life

Sudden Realization
When I looked into the cracked mirror I was shocked. The person staring back was ne< but something was different. My now dull eyes were cradled by dark crescents. I looked 40 not 17, No matter what, I couldnt find the true me. This girl looking at me was hardened , bitter, and worn to the bone. I looked like I looked as though I was made of a cold and chipped hard stone. "What happened to me?" I whispered.

Love Sonnet
i breath your name, so soft it goes unheard
tears fill mt eyes as my heart starts to burn
the way i feel for you, there is no word
to think i'd fall so madly in love is absurd
our forbidden love, it causes concern
although im filled with unbarable pain
i know i will love you until im insane
i gave you my heart but you were taken away
its hard to think i may never see you again
you are so different from any other man
we will meet again, this i pray.

random writing

* I plucked a single feather from my lovers wing. does he now fly awkward? no he soars with grace and purity.
* As mother nature painted a brilliant blue sky and dipped her brush into the ink, you arose, more beautiful then any other creation thus far.
* As you turn a take a single step i feel my heart throb in pain. you brought me to life with hello and killed me with goodbye.